Love

by Mr B



We say I love you,
It is hard to be true,
For none of us have the clue,
Yet love is what we all do.
It is easy to pronounce,
Because sometimes it can be a noun,
But, for those who has fallen down,
You know how deep you can drown.
All of us know the danger,
Sometimes it will lead to anger,
It starts only with a stranger,
Then come the whole pack of ranger.
Love is made by You,
For those who have cue,
It is a long way to get through,
Just hop on  and wish not to confuse.
Love I wish we get through



Dotting the i’s and Crossing the t’s (Part Two)

by Asjad Zulkefli





Why?
Why can’t i be with t?
Together in the same family.
Why should we separate them entirely?
If that would cause tragedy.

Why?
Why can’t i be with t?
Forming a jubilant harmony.
Isn’t that hypocrisy?
To defy the spirit of equality.

No,
i and t are not the problems
just because of their difference.
The crisis lies in their emblems
with race and blood as significance.

Innate,
They were born with it,
segregated
and segregation
are their main comprehension
of different complexions,
hence the explanation
for the contrasting divisions
of vowels and consonants.

Negligent,
only the tip of the iceberg
we have learned,
In the city of Johannesburg
it all happened,
with money and work
it’s often forgotten,
that we are going berserk
as fairness is dampened,
where i and t lurk
for no more discrimination.

Why?
Why can’t i be with t?
Together in the same sorority.
Why should we part them entirely?
If they have the same quality.

Why?
Why can’t i be with t?
Living together in unity.
Isn’t that duplicity?
To deny their rights of being free.

No,
nothing to do with being silly,
just a sign of insincerity,
if i can be with t,
wouldn’t that make everyone happy?




For You, yes You.

by Timber Tim





The stars align
perfect tonight,
Please do not keep me
out of your sight.
Since the day I set eyes
on that beauty,
I never thought
you could be that worthy.

Myriads of angels
looking down upon you,
So that they could spread
the loving hue.
My dear
you are the only one,
And I could never imagine
if you're gone.

You make this beating heart
beat faster,
Even when you’re not even near,
So please
hold on tight my dear,
Cause we’re in this
roller-coaster ride together.




Schoolboy

by Abraham Slothface 



A hole on the floor

in the middle of his bedroom.
He keeps on falling into it
every time he got up from his bed
and he can't go to school.

He spent years to fix it up himself, knowing that               
his dad can't afford the repair,
but every time he tried the hole gets deeper,
and deeper, and deeper,
and his mum keeps calling him
for lunch when he's at work.

He tried to fill it up with tears, and he can't,
everyone knows that he can't,
but he never asked for his mum's and dad's.
He figured out to think of all the time he failed them,
and after that every time he wake up
he fell into a salty pool, and blamed his parents
for never having enough for him
to take swimming lessons.

Until one day, the Devil himself
came dripping out of the hole and ask him

"Do you wanna trade your soul 
for swimming lessons?"

"No,
I wanna give my soul for a new home, a new room
with no hole in the middle of it. 
I'm sick and tired of falling into it every time
I wake up and I can't go to school!" 

"Well, that's easy.
In fact you'll not just get a new home
and a new room with perfect floor,
you'll get a new set of parents too!
A new mum and dad for free!"

During dinner
he look into his father's tired eyes,
and his mother's dull face,
and wonders if he could ever
replace them.

Yesterday, he's awake at midnight
and finally his foot hit the floor again.
He bent his fingers and it breaks,
and he smiled, and he thought of how tomorrow
he could wake up and go to school to read,
write and learn. And play with his friends until dark.
Then he could do it all again and again.
Again and again.
Again and again.
Again and again. 

Day by day

until he's old enough
to do things that a man would do,
to do things that fathers would do.
Things that makes mother's life worth the vow.
And he went back to sleep. Having it all planned well
for tomorrow, and tomorrow and tomorrow.

When he opened his eyes in the morning
he raised his fist to the ceiling
and jumped out of his bed,
straight into the hole on the floor
in the middle of his bedroom.


Dotting the i's and Crossing the t's (Part One)

by Asjad Zulkefli




Oh i,
I've been wondering,
What if you don't have a dot
on top of your skinny body?
Would that makes you

a less of an i?

Oh t,
You intrigues me too,
What are you without the line
crossing your slender body?
Would that makes you
a less of a t?

Oh i,
May i know
who dictated that
you should look that way
or else you'd be
a little less gay?

Oh t,
Please tell me
who suggested that
by looking like that
you'll be accepted
to join the frat?

Sorry i,
They say that
this is correct,
Beauty is
no longer abstract,
Look like this
or they'll reject.

Sorry t,
What you see
is the ideal,
Beauty is
no longer territorial,
You'll be dissed
with a vertical.




Look Ahead

by E. Hellcat





This is not happening,
This shouldn’t be.
It’s not like it’s my first time
I’ve done this a million times.
Oh what is this feeling
To be at the end of my own mocking
To hear my hands trembling
As my heart becomes heavy
As my vision turns blurry
Along with hopes and dreams and faith and trust
Just as I’m about to burst.
No I never saw it coming,
When I woke up this morning
Only looking to survive till evening
And no interest in believing
That today wouldn’t be just another day of living.

But now I’ve crashed,
To the walls of warnings I used to bash.
Just to prove a point I will now lash
Although this may sound like it doesn’t jive,

That this is a reminder not to text and drive.




Stonesbury's Six- Yesterday We Said Tomorrow

1st Edition (March-June 2015)
by Abraham Slothface





When I started writing on 2013 it was a very lonely process. I spent hours on my bed with my laptop flat on my chest in the dark depth of my room, thinking of new ideas and shit to entertain my nonexistent readers. And also discussions with my nonexistent fellow writers was always intense, due to the fact that they are not actually there, and trying their best to run away every time. Just me, the night, and a laptop that sounds like a jet engine waiting to blow up in the dark.

Now I have nine writers with me, and hopefully more in the future. Promotions and publicity are actively happening in Twitter, Instagram and Facebook attracting more and more readers to know more about us. Never have I been so exited looking at tiny graph before, but the increase of readers coming to the blog and the positive feedback we received really makes me feels like "Wow I should've started this thing earlier," but anyway here we are.

Thanks to everyone Stonesbury is now officially alive and breathing bubbles, waiting to crash the surface and yeah, our baby is picking up its pace very quickly this few weeks. And he looks so freaking good in black and white after the new plastic surgery by one of our upcoming writer which I can't reveal his name yet. If you've heard of Stickybox you would know him for sure.

Also kudos to E. HellcatTimber Tim Atrocious Hogwash, and S. Pessimist for the new adition to our family. All are excellent writer/poet, with different style and charm on their own. Be sure not to fall for them because they might just break your heart (cewahh!!). We are expecting more works from them in the form of short stories and explore their diverse skills in the art of writing. Hogwash's short story was once published in IIUM Clairvoyance and we hope that we could publish it here soon. Muhd Muaz's and Shauqi Shiro's internet novel series also gonna be very big, so keep coming back to Stonesbury for more updates! Also shoutout to Zicko Adanan for his furious publicity on Instagram and to Shakesbo for the dope poems of all kinds. These are the men that gave birth to Stonesbury. Now lets imagine that in our head for few seconds, how we gave birth.

Stonesbury's Six is gonna be happening after a writer have completed a collection of six works (prose and poetry) and we're gonna be discussing our works in general. This is gonna be a magazine-like review with a bit of wild ranting, just like this one, aimed to generate discussions and second thoughts on our previously published works, clarifying extra details and such. Hope there's not much spoiler here for you guys to enjoy the six. For this first edition of Stonesbury Six, I'm gonna be talking about my 3 poems and 3 stories in the order of the publication dates and hope this would clarify few things on them and leave you enlightened.

4th Wall? Never Heard of It is a love letter to Asimov and his freaking amazing sci-fi short stories. His science fiction never fail to make me think of how having everything empirical can always cloud our mind from all that is unseen from the human eyes. My aim is to push the boundaries of human comprehension of whats possible and what is not, and how the world is sometimes just a set for some of us who could see beyond the fourth wall.

My first poem on Stonesbury, Empty Glass is one of my most beloved work until today. It captures the moment when a writer is unable to write anything while cursing himself, the night and the muses for the lack of inspirations. I always read it when I don't have anything to write, and most of the times I went back to sleep. Sometimes I am a grateful servant. Heh.

The Adventure of Inspector Wahab. I freaking love this short story for everything in it. Cyber bullying, revenge, conspiracy and murder, all packed into the fast-paced short story that will leave you gripping on your seats. Inspired by the movie Pulp Fiction in terms of style and structure, this short story might require you to connect the dots to find out what is really happening in the story. Or just sit back and let Inspector Wahab solve the mystery of dead schoolgirl for you, before he sells his lands in Kedah and retires for good.

Baseball Bat and Deadman's Denial are both new poems compared to Empty Glass, and I would say my voice as a poet is more refined as I write more and more, but I do realize that I'm slowly losing my creative side when it comes to poetry. Maybe I'm getting more rigid in terms of idea nowadays and unable to engage with the side of me which is more experimental. Nonetheless both poems are quite abstract and open for any interpretations. Baseball Bat is pure manifestation of anger and wrath towards everything that is wrong in life, and I love to hear how different readers find different things after reading it. Deadman's Denial was supposed to be some sort of posthumous love poem, but me being me, it's hard not to rip out baby's guts at the end of a poem heheh.

Sini Bukan Amerika not actually a love story. At first I was conflicted on whether I should really write this one in Bahasa, but due to some of the elements in the story that can't be executed using English I made up my mind and there you have it. As I said before it is not actually a love story and this is not America! And credit to Muhd Muaz for the Fixi-esque editing because my Bahasa sucks. No kidding.

Well that's all from me for the first edition of Stonesbury's Six. Hope you guys are enjoying Stonesbury as your favourite place to read and don't forget to follow us of Instagram, Facbook and Twitter and watch out for new works and hopefully another editions of Stonesbury's Six by other writers. Keep supporting us and don't forget that your feedback is precious to us like the ring to Gollum.

I'm Abraham Slothface and this is the Stonesbury's Six.




Apa Benda Do Semua Ni?

by Shakesbo




Apa benda do semua ni. Apa benda?

We did not ask to be this way,
Being measured by the way we look,
After all of the time that had been decayed,
Watch and observe the hearts that have been shook,

Apa benda do semua ni. Apa benda?

They say that old people are always right that they're always in might,
What they say what they claim cannot be blamed,
What if they're wrong what if a single thought could cause fright,
Surely things wouldn't be perfect as a picture frame,

Apa benda do semua ni. Apa benda?

Old may be gold but sometimes old can be sold,
Can it be measured by how many seconds you are alive,
Or is it measured by how many times you lied,
Fuck it we need to begone ourselves from this godforsaken mould,

Apa benda do semua ni. Apa benda?

Lemme raise two middle fingers to all the wrong people,
No matter what race what religion what age,
Indeed everyone have their own way of sinning,
But each and everyone of us has the same way of repenting.

What is this. What is this shit?




It's been a burden.

by Timber Tim



It's been a burden to myself,
to see those who do not have
any food on their shelves,

It's been a burden to myself,
to accept the fact of the people
who do not have anything left.

It's been a burden to myself,
to believe those who talk
without any sense of reason in themselves.

It's been a burden to myself,
to see the people in power
do not give a damn about anything else.

It's only just the beginning,
of a world
with no humanity in it.




Or Is It Just Me

by E. Hellcat 




So this is how it’s like
To give your own verdict on what's right
To actually feel that slap crushing that face you hold
Because all your life you’ve been taught to be bold

This stupid truth that you bow to
Is just the same shit that everyone's going through 
The same shit they tell you in an indie movie or a pop song
Yes that's what makes you feel belong

Because everyone knows it kills to be lonely
But we never learn the wisdom of being in solitary
And everyone knows that they wanna be independent
But is it wrong to live a life that craves on depending

Is this how it’s like
To go to sleep every night
To pretend like what's ahead will always be right
But know it in your heart it will never turn bright.